. it's 26th January .

It's 26 of January 2011..

And..

I found myself in the middle of lonely road..

A road with no signs..

Felt like my dream was left behind..

...............................

I'm working so hard to make things like they used to be..

I've don't even care what it would take in me...

As long as i can make..

Making things like before..

If i have done tonnes of wrong doings..

I'm begging you for forgiveness..

Telling me that you're giving up?

IN WHAT?

Is it in me?

Or....

It is in our relationship?

We have gone this far..

Yet...

*sighs*

Now..

It's all is in you..

Telling me to go away..

Far far away..

and i will..

I will be heading another way..

A long way from you..

Hey boy, i can't lie to myself.. yeah.. i found myself in you.. what would i do if we're no longer attached to each other? would you be okay without me?

If only i can make myself to love you the other way round.. Making forever seems like a day..

Would it be easier for me to forget you? Will i remember you for so long?

Like a stranger, yet someone i knew.